jueves, 27 de octubre de 2011

Oh, and here it goes again, in the most wise moment

In those days in which the sky falls over your back and oblige you to carry an impressive heavy load around all day, in those moments when you're not going through a good period of your life, in those weird afternoons in which you just stare at the people around you without realizing that you're already awake the world give you chances to free your mind and your heart for a few hours enjoying an incredibly perfect rainy day.
Gosh ... They've been missing for so long that I forgot them, and then, the day that I most needed them , they appeared, the raindrops soaked the windows with any effort, letting the minds loose themselves for a while ...


Tired, that's what I am ... tired of lies and excuses, tired of fake smiles and fantasy stories,
tired of indecision and weakness,
tired of this,
tired of me.

As I've said before
Because things would get better
just 'cause you deserve it

jueves, 20 de octubre de 2011


Veces, en las cuales recaes en ciertos antiquisimos habitos nada saludables


I LOVE watching the people that I love happy
 although they're happy without me

lunes, 17 de octubre de 2011

Some people just try to forget

I try to forget, forgive and rewrite

miércoles, 12 de octubre de 2011

3 cosas necesarias

para aceptar las cosas que no se pueden cambiar,
para cambiar las que sí se pueden
para ser capaz de distinguirlas.

Only when he does it

Undescriptible feelings that caress your skin when he talks to you while looking into your eyes
Just that very moment

and FUCK
then you realized that you're losing those moments
that you're losing him
but ... wait a minute ...
how can you lose something that you've never had?

lunes, 10 de octubre de 2011


Esta situacion es estupidamente bipolar


Una vez me preguntaste por qué habia miedo en mis ojos cuando te miraba y cuando te marchabas, y yo no supe contestarte ... ahora lo se.
Tenia miedo a hacerte daño, a no ser capaz de recomponer tu corazon, a que tu no quisieras que yo lo recompusiera.... pero mi mayor temor era a esto, a darte un TODO y recibir un NADA.
Y ¿sabes lo peor de todo?
Que te sigo queriendo con cada ápice de mi ser

I ...

I love you boy 
and believe it or not, I would do ANYTHING for you 
but last night FOR THE LAST TIME
I crept for your love.
I'll be here if you want me to stay,
but I'm not here to make you suffer...
I'm not here to suffer.
As I told you,
If I have to wait, I will,
If I have to help, I will,
if I have to disappear to get your happiness...
I will.
But I need things clear babe,
I need to know
if I am throwing my love to the wind
or giving it to someone who wants it.

domingo, 9 de octubre de 2011

Fight for what you want


What can you do when you are watching the person who you love suffering? What can you do when that person doesn't want your help? OH SHIT this is the worst!

"I love her and she loves me, and we hate each other with a wild hatred born of love"

I used to be a fool. I used to think that love were able to beat any opponent, to solve ANY trouble, but what I've realized is that love is the opponent and is the one who gets you into troubles. But the big problem with this is that you still longing for love just because those few special moments, those kisses, those caresses, those whispered words ... compensate everything 'cause in life, what matters, are that things and moments that look like tiny and trivial but they are not at all as tiny or trivial as they seem to be.

 I still was a fool when I realized all this because at first I thought that it were something bad, but now I understand that as everything in life, love brings no bad without carrying something good, and, the most important, that love is a kind of gentle warfare in which everybody wants to be involved in (including me).

viernes, 7 de octubre de 2011

I must

Work hard,
Be patience,
Believe in me
And keep on hoping

jueves, 6 de octubre de 2011


I dreamt that we were juts walking around,
 just talking without leaving anything unsaid,
 through our lips just the tenderness thruth,
through our eyes something undescriptible mixed with euphoria,
and in the Farewell something unbelievable,
   a kiss.
I dreamt that that I was able to love somebody
I dreamt that somebody was stuck on me
I dreamt that I had finally something to be happy about
but then ...
no, not this time,
this is not the usual tale in which I wake up un this very moment,
in fact,
I haven't woken up yet

martes, 4 de octubre de 2011


Oh God!
Every time I get into something good
 I end up overwhelming the other person
Hope it not to be like that this time
'cause I feel this is the most special thing ever happened to me so far.